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Saturday, July 31st, 2004
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| Time: | 8:39 am. |
| Mood: |  crappy. |
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I've been waiting all day here for ya babe
so wont cha come sit and talk to me
and tell me how we're gonna be together always
i hope you know that when it's late at night
I hold on to my pillow tight
and think 'bout how you promised me forever
(I never thought that anyone) could make me feel this way
(now that you're here boy, all I want) is just a chance to say
get out (leave) right now
it's the end of you and me
it's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
cause I know, about her (move)
and I wonder (why)
how I bought all the lies
you said that you would treat me right
but you were just a waste of time (waste of time)
tell me why you're looking so confused
when I'm the one that didn't know the truth
how could you ever be so cold?
you go behind my back and call my friend
boy you must've gone and bumped your head
because you left her number on your phone
so now after all is said and done
maybe I'm the one to blame but
to think that you could be the one
well it didn't work out that way
get out (leave) right now
it's the end of you and me
it's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone (you to be gone)
cause I know, about her (move)
and I wonder (why)
how I bought all the lies (all the lies)
you said that you would treat me right (you said that you)
but you were just a waste of time (waste of time)
I wanted you right here with me
but I have no choice, you've got to leave
because my heart is breaking
with every word I'm saying,
I gave up everything I had
on something that just wouldn't last
but I refuse to cry
no tears will fall from these eyes (ohh, ohh)
get out
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| Time: | 10:10 am. |
| Mood: |  impressed. |
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wow i really miss city team a lot... like im back home and when i used to go on christian trips id come back home ready to start off new and go back to my old self... this time im staying on the track i was on when i left city team.... ive never been so eager to read the word of god before its just so amazing...i want to get out there and teach people about god and how he gave jesus died for us..."for god so loved the world that he gave his only son so that whosoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life"[John 3:16]...i mean... while in city team it was so amazing to share the word of god with kids and adults... although there was rejection there was still those people who told you they strongly aggreeded with what we were doing....
well im going to go now but if you want to read my... my youth pastor taught a great sermon on the parabole of the lost sheep.... [luke 15:1-7].... get out ur bible and read it <33
in jesus's name...amen
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Instructions:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold are false.
01. When I was younger, I made some bad decisions.
02. I don't watch much TV these days.
03. I love broccoli.
04. I love sleeping.
05. I have loads of books.
06. I once slept in a toilet.
07. I love playing video games.
08. I adore marijuana.
09. I watch porn movies.
10. I watch "One Tree Hill".
11. I like sharks.
12. I love spiders, they are adorable, especially the ones with bright colors on their backs.
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair.
14. I like George W. Bush.
15. People are cool.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
17. I have a Toyota and a pool (i useta have a pool but then i moved).
18. I have a lot to learn.
19. I have a cell phone.
20. I'm really, really smart (although i act dumb at times, haha).
21. I've never broken someone's bones.
22. I have a secret.
23. I hate rain.
24. I drink health juice.
25. Punk rock rules.
26. I hate Bill Gates.
27. I love vietnamese food.
28. I would hate to be famous.
29. I am not a morning person.
30. I have semi-long hair.
31. I have short hair.
32. I have potential.
33. I'm pure Afghan.
34. My legs are two different sizes.
35. I have a twin.
36. I wear those long ass socks.
37. I can roll my tongue.
38. I like the way that I look.
39. I'm obsessed with italian food.
40. I know how to french braid.
41. I can be pessimistic or optimistic whenever I want.
42. I have a lot of mood swings.
43. I skateboard ( i attempt to skateboard haha )/snowboard.
44. I think that skateboarders are hot (hahah).
45. I'm in a band.
46. I have a talent.
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
48. I think that I'm popular.
49. I am currently single.
50. I can swim.
51. My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
52. I practically live on the computer.
53. I love to shop.
54. I would classify myself as either punk or goth.
55. I would classify myself as(wanna be) ghetto --robyn!!
56. I'm a prep, shop at Abercrombie/American Eagle, and admit it.
57. I'm obsessed with my online journal.
58. I don't hate anyone.
59. I know how to square dance.
60. I have a unibrow.
61. I'm completely embarassed to be seen with my mom/dad.
62. I carry my cell phone everywhere I go.
63. I own at least 100 pairs of underwear, and am willing to admit it.
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
65. I know how to play the tuba.
66. I need coffee to live.
67. I have had a boyfriend before.
68. I've rejected someone before.
69. I currently like someone and they have no idea that I like them.
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
71. I want to have kids when I get older.
72. I have changed a diaper before.
73. I've called the cops on a friend before.
74. I bite my nails (i useta bite my nails).
75. I am a member of the Hilary Duff Fan Club.
76. I'm not allergic to anything.
77. I love broadway plays, and have been to at least 3.
78. I have no idea who the 38th president was.
79. I plan on seeing Mary Kate and Ashley's new movie.
80. I am completely shy around the opposite sex.
81. I'm online 24/7.
82. I have at least 25 away messages saved.
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs at a party.
84. I loved Rush Hour.
85. I've read all of the Harry Potter books.
86. If I were a dwarf, I would be Dopey.
87. When I was a kid I played with G.I. Joe.
88. I don't mind country music.
89. I would die for my friends.
90. I think that Juicy Fruit is the best type of gum.
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
92. I'm paranoid.
93. I would love to be Demi Moore because Ashton Kutcher's a major hottie.
94. I love The Beatles.. they're classic.
95. I know all the words to 'Barbie Girl'.
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
98. I like watching movies.
99. I want this damned thing to be over!
100. I am happy.
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Saturday, July 10th, 2004
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| Time: | 11:16 am. |
| Mood: | crappy. |
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alright well once again last night i was left at home while all my friends went and hung out together... how special do i feel... they all went out and no one bothered to call me so i was stuck home with my dad... oh and i get to babysit kids that totally hate me tonight... they see me and run... but jens helping me so that should be a little bit easier..... well yea anyways.... i slept in somewat this morning... didnt talk to dave yet but ill call him later tonight when im babysitting... i got my nails done yesterday.... and i leave for new york in a few days... that should take my mind off of friends people and dave.... when im in new york i wont get left out.... so that'll be a first .... well im gonna go watch tv and get ready for tonight.... -tara =/
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1. Meat//Sausage
2. ryan... but i dont no him
3. barry
numbero tres. marty
4. dave
5. steve.... not from phili..ahhh(havent seen him either)
6. Johnny T ( robyn doesnt no him)
7. Chris<~~ considering he is robyns bf...
anyone wanna agree... comment...weeeee
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| Time: | 2:52 pm. |
| Mood: |  lonely. | | Music: | pieces of me//ashlee simpson. |
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now more then ever..... i miss dave
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| Time: | 2:04 pm. |
| Mood: |  content. |
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| [ series 1 ] | </td>| Name: | Tara | | Birthday: | July 3rd | | Birthplace: | Atlantic City Med Center | | Current Location: | SP | | Eye Color: | Brown | | Hair Color: | Brown | | Righty or Lefty: | Righty | | Zodiac Sign: | Cancer | | Font: | Tahoma | | *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* | </td>| [ series 2 - your favorite ] | </td>| Music: | pop and rockish stuff | | Cartoon: | sponge bob!! | | Color: | pink! | | Car: | not sure | | Slushy Flavor: | cherry! | | Magazine: | ym and teen people | | TV Show: | real world... ashlee simpson.... newlyweds | | Song at the Moment: | pieces of me//ashlee simspon....leave(get out)//JoJo | | Language: | english | | Spice Girl: | baby! | | Food & Beverage: | diet soda | | Subject in School: | lunch!! hehe friends | | Weekend Activity: | boardwalk | | Frozen Yogurt: | twisted | | Roller Coaster: | hmm.... nitro | | *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* | </td>| [ series 3 - what is ] | </td>| Your most overused phrase: | ohh werd.... wtf.... i love you | | First thing you thought when you woke up: | ummm time to go back to bed | | Last image/thought you go to sleep with: | dave | | First feature you notice of opposite sex: | eyes | | Best name for a Butler: | roger | | Wussiest Sport: | cheerleading.... even though i used to be one | | Your best feature: | my personality | | Your greatest fear: | death...bugs.....heights | | Your greatest accomplishment: | becoming the person i am today | | Your most missed memory: | band... but im bak!!! whoahhooo!! | | *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* | </td>| [ series 4 - you prefer ] | </td>| Pepsi or Coke: | coke | | McDonald's or Burger King: | none | | Single or Group Dates: | single ;) | | Adidas or Nike: | adidas | | Chicken nuggets or Chicken fingers: | nuggets | | Dogs or Cats: | dogs | | Rugrats or Doug: | doug!!whooohoo!! | | Single or Taken: | single | | Monica or Brandy: | monica | | Tupac or Jay-Z: | none | | Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes: | both!!! | | Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: | Nestea | | One pillow or Two: | two | | Chocolate or Vanilla: | chocolate | | Hot chocolate or Hot cocoa: | both are the same | | Cappucino or Coffee: | cappucino | | *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* | </td>| [ series 5 - do you ] | </td>| Shower everyday: | yes | | Have a crush: | yes | | Think you've been in love: | yes | | Want to go to college: | yes university of maryland | | Like high school: | sure | | Want to get married: | yes | | Type correctly: | sometimes | | Believe in yourself: | not really | | Have any tattoos? Where: | noooo but i want one | | Have any piercings? Where: | yea ears and cartlidge | | Get motion sickness: | nope | | Think you're a health freak: | nope | | Get along with your parents: | sometimes | | Like thunderstorms: | nope | | *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* | </td>| [ series 6 - the future ] | </td>| Age your plan to be married: | 26 | | Number and names of children: | 1- Mackenzie Rose | | Where will you be at age 20: | College | | Dream wedding: | to hard to explain | | How do you want to die: | i dont want to!! | | Dream job: | teacher | | Country you'd like to visit: | france | | *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* | </td>| [ series 7 - opposite sex ] | </td>| Best eye color: | blue | | Best hair color: | blonde | | Short or long hair: | short | | Best height: | medium | | Best weight: | medium | | Best clothes: | preppy | | Best first date location: | beach | | Best first kiss location: | hehe aww i remember my first kiss.... | | *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.* | </td>| [ series 8 - other ] | </td>| Last time you slept with a stuffed animal: | last night | | Rings before you answer the phone: | 4 | | What's on your mousepad: | clouds | | How many houses you've lived in: | 1 | | How many schools you've gone to: | 3 | | Bedroom carpet color: | redish | | Shave your head for $5,000?: | no | | Stranded on a desert island. Take three things. No people: | fone.....teddy bear.... computer | | Best time of your life so far: | highschool |
Series 1-8 brought to you by BZOINK!
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Wednesday, July 7th, 2004
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On a Monday I am waiting
Tuesday I am fading
And By Wednesday I can’t sleep
Then the phone rings I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
I see you’ve come to rescue me
Fall, with you I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath
I hope it lasts
Ohhhh
It seems like I can finally
Rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhh
It’s as if you know me better
Than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
I am moody and messy
I get restless and it’s senseless
And you never seem to care
When I’m angry you listen
When you’re happy it’s a mission
And you won’t stop till I’m there
Fall, sometimes I fall so fast
When I hit that bottom crash
You’re all I have
Ohhhh
It seems like I can finally
Rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhh
It’s as if you know me better
Than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
How do you know?
Everything I’m about to say
Am I that obvious?
And if it’s written on my face
I hope it never goes away
Yea
On a Monday I am waiting
By Tuesday I am fading
Into your arms
So I can breathe
Ohhhh
It seems like I can finally
Rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhh
It’s as if you know me better
Than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
Ohhhh
I love how you can tell
Ohhhh
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
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| Time: | 11:50 am. |
| Mood: |  dorky. |
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alright yesterday was my birthday....
went to the fire works with hill... haha the wakeboarding guy
omg he was sooo hott i wanted him sooooo bad... hes sooo hott!!! damn!!!! lol....
me and hill went to the b-room and she sprayed me with the shower head... ahhh
walking to the beer store to get a soda while talking to dave and his friends while their about to kill me...for "underage drinking" haha are u kidding me... i dont drink
my dad shoving a cupcake in my face.... lol
great night will write more later
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| Time: | 12:55 pm. |
| Mood: | geeky. |
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BballBby3514: happy birthdayy
MichelleDaBell12: happy b-day!
go baNaNaS 2477: HAPPY FREAKIN BIRTHDAY TARA!!!!!!!!!!!!
InnLoveAgain: happy brithday to u.... happy birthday to u.... happy birthday to TARA.....happy birthday to you!!!!!!!
now i am complete.... <33
i love u guys!!
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| Time: | 7:03 pm. |
| Mood: |  confused. |
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xXbeachbabiiXx07: where u get laid
go baNaNaS 2477: whaa??
go baNaNaS 2477: haha
xXbeachbabiiXx07: with a lai
xXbeachbabiiXx07: that flower thingy
xXbeachbabiiXx07: duh pervert
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| Time: | 8:05 am. |
| Mood: |  energetic. |
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Tara's Birthday -11 days
whooaaaa
Tara's Party- 6 days
sweeettt
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| Time: | 11:36 am. |
| Mood: | complacent. |
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( survey )
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1. Robyn
2. Katie
3. Kate
4. Hill
5. Jamie
6. Megan
7. Liz
8. Ruthie
9. Kat
10. Monica
11. Michelle
12. Aaron
13. Emily
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| Time: | 10:29 am. |
| Mood: |  cheerful. |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DAVE!!!! 15 CONGRATS!!!<3
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Wednesday, June 16th, 2004
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| Time: | 3:26 pm. |
| Mood: | energetic. |
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Born2bwituxOxO3 [3:20 PM]: yea i no so much u can ask me ne thing and i can tell u
bballbby3514 [3:22 PM]: favorite ice cream flaver
bballbby3514 [3:22 PM]: flavor
Born2bwituxOxO3 [3:22 PM]: whoa not that much
Born2bwituxOxO3 [3:22 PM]: favorite drink rootbeer
Born2bwituxOxO3 [3:22 PM]: lol
Born2bwituxOxO3 [3:22 PM]: hmm... b-day june 18th
bballbby3514 [3:22 PM]: lol
Born2bwituxOxO3 [3:22 PM]: address 105 w. ocean ave
bballbby3514 [3:23 PM]: hahaa
Born2bwituxOxO3 [3:23 PM]: phone 653-0607
Born2bwituxOxO3 [3:23 PM]: cell-4123231
Born2bwituxOxO3 [3:23 PM]: boxers not briefs!!! lmfao!!!
bballbby3514 [3:23 PM]: LMAO tara you bad bad girl
Born2bwituxOxO3 [3:23 PM]: never!!!shh!
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| How to make a tara |
Ingredients:
3 parts intelligence
3 parts self-sufficiency
3 parts leadership |
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Top it off with a sprinkle of lustfulness and enjoy! |
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Thursday, June 10th, 2004
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| Time: | 7:30 pm. |
| Mood: | depressed. |
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When I'm lost
In the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way
When I'm scared
Losing ground
When my world is going crazy
You can turn it all around
And when I'm down
Your there
Pushing me to the top
Your always there giving me all you got
For a shield from the storm
For a friend
For the love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
For everything that's true
I turn to you
When I lose
The will to win
I just reach for you
And I can reach the sky again
I can do
Anything
Cause your love is so amazing
That your love inspires me
And when i need a friend
Your always on my side
Giving me faith
And taking me through the night
For a shield from the storm
For a friend
For the love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
I turn to you
For the arms to be my shelter through all
The rain
For truth that will never change
For someone to lean on
For a heart i can rely on through anything
(you can rely on me)
For the world to
I can feel to...oh yeah
I turn to you
For a shield from the storm
For a friend
For the love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
For everything that's true
I turn to you
For everything you do
For everything that's true
I turn to you
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ditzy.
crazy.